Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Pixie Dust... :D

Sometimes after quarrels only you realize how much a person worth in your heart.
But usually after quarrels, there will be a shadow within both of you..

Even though you may realize he/she is important, but its hard to go back to how it begin, no matter how hard you try.
Everything was still so perfect and all you see in each other was how much they loved you, and how much you love them. you could care less about your surroundings.

You may wonder with all the flaws u see in your other half, is it worth holding on?
Yet, you still wont let go because you remember how he/she once embrace you..

You might feel that is tough sometimes, to hard to hold on, why dun u just let it go, anyway there might be tons of better ones out there.
Yet again, u recall how he/she notice something that you yourself do not even bother off caring and felt so warm deep inside.

Now, when things get really hard between both of you, and it seems like the only solution is giving up on each other. can you let go?

You try real hard erasing the images in your memories.
Yet the harder you try you rub it away, the harder you will cry.. it feels worse than the end of the world..
Its so pain that even how loud you scream its still never loud enough, as though even the stars are still shining so bright, but all you see is nothing in front of you..

Hold on to things you treasure. Do not let your fears and reality take you down so easily.
STAND YOUR GROUND TOGETHER!!!
ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE!!!

you must have FAITH, HOPE, TRUST and PIXIE DUST!!!



Thursday, July 2, 2009

haih..............
becca is leaving us next week, so sad...
I hope she can graduate with us n go prom together...
gonna miss the times when v gossip together at tuition n stuff, haha
hope she get use to it there fast...
Now damn stress out, haven been sleeping for a few days.

TIRED TIRED TIRED...
cant wait to finish all my projeks & step down from our post.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Today, i saw tat fren in class , i actualy got over it d....but seeing someone tat u once trusted so much , n knowing tat person thinks of u tat wat realy hurt me very very badly & deeply...
From tat day on wards , i was thinking, is it my problem???
did i do something tat made tat person think of me tat way???
If i did, wat was it...
but we usualy dont talk in school even if we saw each other...
so yhen wat was the problem between us...
some of my frenz say its not my prob, but it does not sounds convincing to me...
I feel like the world just turn away from me...
how i wish tat i was still young & stupid n did not have to deal wit tis....
I hope all my frens tat i really care of can b more aware too, so that YOU would not need to go through tjis PAINFULL process like me now
WED
omg, forget to take down tat dumb liv face when she saw us...
Wat a pitty
haha
it was fun,after knowing her for so long , its like the first time i when out wit her like tis...
i'm sure she would not have think tat i would go for her party...
haha,i always dream of a day like tis,she;s happy,i'm also very happy...
Tues
A very sad day in school ,something happen...
i dint know that a person i tot tat could be trusrted wit all my heart would looks at me tis way...
...
i was speechles ,i felt tat i could not breath at tat time
wanted to rush out from class n hide some where