Thursday, July 2, 2009

haih..............
becca is leaving us next week, so sad...
I hope she can graduate with us n go prom together...
gonna miss the times when v gossip together at tuition n stuff, haha
hope she get use to it there fast...
Now damn stress out, haven been sleeping for a few days.

TIRED TIRED TIRED...
cant wait to finish all my projeks & step down from our post.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Today, i saw tat fren in class , i actualy got over it d....but seeing someone tat u once trusted so much , n knowing tat person thinks of u tat wat realy hurt me very very badly & deeply...
From tat day on wards , i was thinking, is it my problem???
did i do something tat made tat person think of me tat way???
If i did, wat was it...
but we usualy dont talk in school even if we saw each other...
so yhen wat was the problem between us...
some of my frenz say its not my prob, but it does not sounds convincing to me...
I feel like the world just turn away from me...
how i wish tat i was still young & stupid n did not have to deal wit tis....
I hope all my frens tat i really care of can b more aware too, so that YOU would not need to go through tjis PAINFULL process like me now
WED
omg, forget to take down tat dumb liv face when she saw us...
Wat a pitty
haha
it was fun,after knowing her for so long , its like the first time i when out wit her like tis...
i'm sure she would not have think tat i would go for her party...
haha,i always dream of a day like tis,she;s happy,i'm also very happy...
Tues
A very sad day in school ,something happen...
i dint know that a person i tot tat could be trusrted wit all my heart would looks at me tis way...
...
i was speechles ,i felt tat i could not breath at tat time
wanted to rush out from class n hide some where